Baby Blues...

Today, things have gotten to me.  I really miss my babies.  They have been gone for about ten days now and I miss them so much.  It is like an ache in my chest.  I don't feel whole without them.  It is a big adjustment going from taking care of 4 kids to only 1. I have so much time on my hands and with things not going well with Kalin makes it even worse.  The house is quiet.  There is not much laughter and the tension is so thick.  I have really called upon my neighbors.  Trying to get out of the house as much as I can without really going anywhere..  Thank goodness I only have a few more days of this to endure...  Moral of the story.. Don't get divorced.. IT'S HARD FOREVER!!!